asalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah. Syukur ke hadrat Illahi kerana masih memanjangkan umur saya untuk menghirup Oxygen-NYA. selamat pagi. selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad, para sahabat, keluarga Baginda. Buat para tabii dan tabiin.
Juga buat ibubapa saya. keluarga tercinta. kawan2. rasa nak sebut semua pulak dah.
Anyway exam dtg lagi. exam dtg lagi. Final block : endocrine, nutrition and ... [err..lupa apa nama blkg block ni]. Byk benda yg saya dpt blaja dlm block ni. Inborn error metabolism and besarnya risiko kalau kahwin sesama keluarga [consanguinous marriage]..betul ke x saya eja....and pasal hormones. setiap hormones dlm bdn kita. kami kat sini blaja satu2 hormones tu semua. bkn setakat kami kat sini je rasanya, semua medical school buat benda yg sama kan...
berbalik kpd tujuan asal saya buat post ni sblm saya lupa pulak.
(i) http://www.enmac.my/
--> ni adalah hp yg dibuat oleh org islam saudara kita. siapa target market dorang??? mestilah kita umat islam. kalau nak tau apa kelebihan hp ni, ce cube try bukak website nih. skrg sy guna sony erricsson. tpppp, saya mengidam nak tukar ke hp enmac tu. ntah. saya nak sokong produk islam. tp tak lagi beli sbb saya ni bab2 beli brg on9 ni, agak la kelambatan sikit.
(ii) Tau Ashraf Muslim?
--> Ustaz Amirul ni betul2 dah islamic. alhamdulillah. dgr2 dah bertunang dan join venture bukak darul syifa'? dia pun plan nak bukak rumah org2 tua utk org islam. selain tu, bukak rmh utk org kanser. alhamdulillah. that's my another dreams as well!! tp bukak kat sarawak je laaaa...ke mana tumpahnya anak sarawak kalau tak berbakti utk sarawak??
(iii) Bestnya UTP dpt buat forum Baitul Muslim. [panel2 yg mantap lagi tu!]
--> No komen. nak je jemput ustaz habiburahman [ yg berlakon ketika cinta bertasbih tu..] dgn ustaz hasrizal ke bumi sarawak.
(iv) Saya cari bakal suami yg sanggup berdakwah kat SARAWAK
--> ni memang takde optional. wajibulghunnah! sbb kat sarawak ni...ermmm....kalau tak sanggup, tak pe. [pentingnya kita cari org sefikrah. ULANG... SATU FIKRAH!]
dan berdasarkan apa yg saya tulis, saya rasa org islam patut buat . TAKBIR!!!ALLAHUAKBAR!
sbnrnya nak exam ni pg ni. warm-up exam hari ni,: TITAS & TMX .
Endocrine lusa dan 2 hari seterusnya. doakan saya dan rakan2 kat sini excel!!!! wallahuallam.
::Wallahi Watallahi Wabillahi::
:: Here is my journey! ::
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
:::Chapter 13 : Seeking the serenity by my own::
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah..
Alhamdulillah. I'm back.
Sometimes [actually quite often ], I wonder why the elders to name a few such as our own parents or those that fight their lives during the war having such a great determination in their life. Like those Japanese which being tested with such a heavy disaster by Allah . While they are still mourning in such a deep sorrow with the first strike attack of the first tsunami, yet they get attacked again by the 2nd stroke of tsunami.
" My house is gone. Nothing is left. Then? Just, build a new one at the same site.. You will get nothing if you just watching the empty site day by day . Build a new one. "
That sentence really moved me. I wonder how that old Japanese man spur out those words after losing his family members and everything he ever had?
The obvious thing that distinguish me and that old man is our religion. I am muslim and he is not. I am muslim, my religion taught me a lot of things about how to face and overcome problems since I was small. I having a lot of problems, I have Allah. I have Allah. I have Allah. Maybe I could barely say that, but does my heart really second those words that come out from my mouth. I am sad having thinking of myself being so unfair to Allah. HE ease my burdens easily and silently but I received the burdens with so many complaints!! Compare to the old man, why I fail to spur out any positive thinking or opinion when I am facing any hardship and yet, my hardship is nothing to be compared with that old man hardship. I am nothing to be compared with him. I remember one thing. 'Recognize Allah in ease and He will recognize you in hardship.'
[PERINGATAN : NABI MUHAMMAD MANUSIA YANG PALING BANYAK MENDAPAT DUGAAN DARIPADA ALLAH DAN BAGINDA JUGA LAH YANG PALING TABAH DAN BERSABAR MANGHADAPI UJIAN ALLAH. SUBHANALLAH]
I always look up to my elders in search of inspiration and courage. How my seniors face the facts that they fail in their exams and some even repeating a year. How my parents maintain their marriage for so many many years [ compare to those that senang-senang je cerai zaman skrg?]
Having 2-3 assignments recently, already tuned me into a taciturn person for a week. If my friends did realised about it. Mashaallah. Then, Allah made my way easier. ease my burden without my realization. done with those assignments, I decided to be alone. I went out alone, took a taxi out from my college heading to the nearest town. [which is very near actually] . I know it is not good to be alone especially I am a female. but, I could just see those space. Though people think that it is useless or wasting time or money, to me it wasn't! [tapi, kalau my mom tau ni, confirm2 kena sound terok. shhhh... hehe]
That's how I endure the situation. So I went to one tempat makan and makan. then bought some needed goods. Lastly, I found this book and without thinking any seconds [ erm....actually, I did thinking for a few MINUTES whether to buy or not because of the budget. hehe] , so I bought it.
Alhamdulillah. I'm back.
Sometimes [actually quite often ], I wonder why the elders to name a few such as our own parents or those that fight their lives during the war having such a great determination in their life. Like those Japanese which being tested with such a heavy disaster by Allah . While they are still mourning in such a deep sorrow with the first strike attack of the first tsunami, yet they get attacked again by the 2nd stroke of tsunami.
" My house is gone. Nothing is left. Then? Just, build a new one at the same site.. You will get nothing if you just watching the empty site day by day . Build a new one. "
That sentence really moved me. I wonder how that old Japanese man spur out those words after losing his family members and everything he ever had?
The obvious thing that distinguish me and that old man is our religion. I am muslim and he is not. I am muslim, my religion taught me a lot of things about how to face and overcome problems since I was small. I having a lot of problems, I have Allah. I have Allah. I have Allah. Maybe I could barely say that, but does my heart really second those words that come out from my mouth. I am sad having thinking of myself being so unfair to Allah. HE ease my burdens easily and silently but I received the burdens with so many complaints!! Compare to the old man, why I fail to spur out any positive thinking or opinion when I am facing any hardship and yet, my hardship is nothing to be compared with that old man hardship. I am nothing to be compared with him. I remember one thing. 'Recognize Allah in ease and He will recognize you in hardship.'
[PERINGATAN : NABI MUHAMMAD MANUSIA YANG PALING BANYAK MENDAPAT DUGAAN DARIPADA ALLAH DAN BAGINDA JUGA LAH YANG PALING TABAH DAN BERSABAR MANGHADAPI UJIAN ALLAH. SUBHANALLAH]
I always look up to my elders in search of inspiration and courage. How my seniors face the facts that they fail in their exams and some even repeating a year. How my parents maintain their marriage for so many many years [ compare to those that senang-senang je cerai zaman skrg?]
Having 2-3 assignments recently, already tuned me into a taciturn person for a week. If my friends did realised about it. Mashaallah. Then, Allah made my way easier. ease my burden without my realization. done with those assignments, I decided to be alone. I went out alone, took a taxi out from my college heading to the nearest town. [which is very near actually] . I know it is not good to be alone especially I am a female. but, I could just see those space. Though people think that it is useless or wasting time or money, to me it wasn't! [tapi, kalau my mom tau ni, confirm2 kena sound terok. shhhh... hehe]
That's how I endure the situation. So I went to one tempat makan and makan. then bought some needed goods. Lastly, I found this book and without thinking any seconds [ erm....actually, I did thinking for a few MINUTES whether to buy or not because of the budget. hehe] , so I bought it.
Having reading the first chapter of this book, many lines of the topic moved me. I'll share the contents once I finish my reading. maybe next week or after my 5th block examination. Perhaps. InsyaAllah.
So, that's all what I can share for this time. I've mentioned that reading this book is good,right?. yes. but I never deny the power of reading Al-Quran enlighten me a lot more than the book. But, just read the book as an additional supplement for our heart. Beli lah sendiri kalau tak sabar tunggu saya bercerita content dia. ok?
wallahuallam. wassalam.
So, that's all what I can share for this time. I've mentioned that reading this book is good,right?. yes. but I never deny the power of reading Al-Quran enlighten me a lot more than the book. But, just read the book as an additional supplement for our heart. Beli lah sendiri kalau tak sabar tunggu saya bercerita content dia. ok?
wallahuallam. wassalam.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
minggu yg tertekan
Assalamualaikum.
I am having my tiring, depressing week right now. I shouldn't ever feel that way. but frankly speaking that's what I feel right now. too bad that I couldn't help myself to overcome it. I couldn't update anything useful for my blog for the meantime.
Allahu...
I am having my tiring, depressing week right now. I shouldn't ever feel that way. but frankly speaking that's what I feel right now. too bad that I couldn't help myself to overcome it. I couldn't update anything useful for my blog for the meantime.
Allahu...
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