Assalamualaikum How you doing? Good? Alhamdulillah I got another chance given by Allah to update my dusty kinda blog. Hihihi After I finished my medical school, my life goes on like usual. I mean, not really like usual, whereby I dont need to flip over my bloody medical books anymore!!! Thats something to celebrate guys. Alhamdulillah.
my daily activities has changed completely.
for the time being, I am more towards mommy mommy routine except for doing laundry because my mom would not let me do that cause thats her forte for 30 years! Hooray
Basically, I would help her cooking. Thats my forte guys... herherher. Sometimes I do bake things. Thats my all time interest! I love baking that I think I really want to own a bakery! In the future? Perhaps
For these few months, a lot of things happened. Personally, I think thats a normal process of a human being. Stages of life. Herherherher
Im not going to talk about that anyway. Because my post today would be something about my dreams. Something that I wish to do and even after I become a wife 1 day, insyaAllah, hopefully my future husband would allow me to do them.
1. Perform an umrah/hajj
I guess, its not just my dream. Its everyone dreams. Right??? I wish I could go there in my young age. Of course, those chosen by Allah to be His honourable guests in that holy land are lucky! Currently, I have to make sure my account is bertingkek tingkek. InsyaAllah... of course I would count my parents in. May Allah ease my intention. Amin
2. Be a wife
I can't denied how lucky is the person getting that title. A wife to si polan bin polan. I mean, hey, thats your ticket to jannah if you are doing a great duty as a wife! Sapa taknakkk? I am 24yo. I think in my previous previous post, when i was in year 3, i wrote something about my target age to get married. Its 21yo, 23yo, 25yo and 28yo. Hahahaha... so childish.. now, I think it can be at any age as it has already written in luh mahfuz kan? So, to the garbage those childish targets. Hahahahaa...
to be a wife, you need to learn a lot of things. Housechores, akhlak as a wife, akhlak as a menantu, akhlak to both my parents and bla bla bla... it is endless. I hope my future husband would understand me. My childish act, my clumsiness, my weird behaviour sometimes, my tiredness, my expresions, my sifat penakut, I can't sleep alone in a room, because i cant stand mistik2 things... thats why i dont prefer ghost stories or movies. My eating behavior, my blunt and blur nature and all. Its okay. I would brief my future husband more details after we get married.
3. Backpacking travels
I wish after i perform umrah or hajj, i wish to go for backpakcing. I dont prefer beach or ocean cause it scares me. Sunburn summore. Ergh..my dream destination is somewhere that has mountain like padang indonesia? One of them. Owh... turki also included. Sapa taknak g turki? Loser.
Why I choose backpacking style? Jimat la of course. A cheapskate like me would do everything to save money. Sometimes, boros jugekkkk...
4. Be a novelist
Actually, I love writing! Hehehehe... of course I love talking too.
My journey and dream to be a novelist is not easy. I step on abundant thorns along the journey. Sobsobsob. I start writing and working on 1 novel since matrik I think. And it is in my laptop like if I got ideas, I would add in stuffs in my novel. It actually lasted until my medical school like until year 4 before the tragedy happened. Sobsobsob...
my novelllll... *slapslap
Actually i wrote almost 100++ pages. You know, from a nasty nasty novel and I add in islamic touch.... and it towards the end guys. ...when my younger brother formated my laptop because of virus hatch in it. Gosh! I hate virusssses... and a dumb like me only did backup on my medical notes. But I just realised that I didnt backup my novel. And it just burn like that. Cruel viruses featuring a stupid me. I was at a total loss at that time. Its okay. I hope my future husband will get that file back. I know its impossibleeeee!!! Why must be my future husband? Because my novel is my top secret until it is being published. But now, all of my years writing that bloody novel is in vain. Sia sia. So, i dont think I can write again. Sedih right?
5. Fix my old smartphone
I am using asus right now. But i miss my old samsung galaxy. All my photos since 3rd year in there. After I left my medical school, i put it inside a box... hopefully i dint misplace it. Wait ya samsung... I will be looking for you.
Ngeeeee... i got a new interest. Yet to be practiced. Hihihi.. I watched majalah 3 and there was 1 slot about gardening. A husband and wife both doing that activity... wow... so interestingggg... they plant vegies and I myself would like to plant too... insyaAllah...
* I think thats all for the time being. Will add on later on in the same post. I am sleepy. Eh tetiba... really... maybe because of that novel. Ergh.
* i found my blogging activity becomes easy peasy as i can just update my blog using my smartphone.
Dan Allah lah yang menjadikan kita tertawa and menangis.